don't judge the book by it's cover

Saw too much type of people recently. It's a good thing to know more about others. Really can't judge someone by the first sight you see them.

I knew someone at a camp recently. He is so irritating. I disliked him. The way he speak, the way he order people to do things and the way he scolds people. He looks so proud. Till the last day of camping, I saw his weakness. He is not high educated. He don't even know how to spell thin. He could speak English so well but actually, he don't really know English well. At that moment, I forgive everything that he had done and the words that he used to scold me. I answered properly him when he talks to me. I feel good :).

Next, I knew this girl from a camp too. She looks so pretty and mature. She looks kind and friendly. But the other side of her is actually not that good. She makes people to hate her. Maybe she hurts people with some words without her knowing. When I saw her crying cause of the conflicts, I can't hate her anymore. At last, I comforted her. And she told that she feel very very suffer, she wanted to find a person to express it all out but failed. Maybe she don't get to treat like that before.

This teach me not to judge the book by it's cover. I should really know more before judge.

End of the post.

free time

It's now holiday, but it's boring. Still have homeworks to be done. *Stress* Haih. School life.

Nothing to do so chose to blog about something without any idea. What I should blog about. Hmm.. Let's talk about last Thursday :). Went to Wesley Methodist Church to watch the Seoul Women Singers singing. It's awesome. They voice are so beautiful. Their voice can be as loud as the voice of using microphone. Went there with  Elena, Sarah, Chia Wei and Ju Yee. Feel so glad to have the opportunity to hear such voice :). I will remember that day forever. The day which I had accepted Christ.

Not feeling like staying at home. So boring. It's ady holiday but my mum still controlling me ==. I want outing! Oh ya :).  Glad that she is happy :). This is the first time she get so much present for her birthday. Picture will be uploaded to Facebook when I am free.

Oh ya, good luck for everyone who will be sitting for their exam :). All the best!

End of the post

i want to approach you

Everytime when I see you I feel extremely nervous and shy... I just don't know how to start the conversation with you... But I really really really wanted to approach you... Shame on me... How could this ever happen to a boy... I mean , almost everyone of my friends know a things or two about how to approch a girl... There must be something wrong with me... I think this is because of I had never approach any girls before... Since I am 7, I study in Saint Anthony (all boys school), which means I could rarely met a girl... So I did not have any experience on this until today... Maybe it is also because of I am not that talkative (unless when I am with my friends)... But that doesn't mean I am anti-social... I am just shy... I want to go near you... But EVEN if I had tried to... Haiz...............................

he smiles at me ^ .^

I am actually not interested on writing blog... that's why i seldom update my blog... but here is where I can express my feeling to her... honestly, I am hoping her to view my blog... just once please... I want her to know exactly how I felt on her.. I am not sure if she viewed my blog , but in case she did , I her to know that , my feeling to her is seriously serious... I knew she has a BF recently(few month ago which I don't want to accept this facts)... Though I am sad , my feeling to her is still there... I'll be content just by watching her... Just like today , after recess while I walking up to my class , we met and she smiled at me... But too bad, I miss my chance again... I act like an idiot in front of her... I want to smile back to her but I am too shy , I want to say hello to her but I am too afraid... Afraid of what? I have no idea... One word to describe : Noob... Where did my courage go ? Come on man... You expect a girl to take the first step? Such a coward... Anyway , if you are viewing this post... I hope you may know how I felt...

devil

\I want to slap you, till your head turn 360 degree and at last, you turn to a dummy which will stop talking bad about others.

Your words are so so so MEANINGFUL and it's all CORRECT. What you said is always CORRECT. Are you wonderful? Hey, miss! You are not! What thing make you to judge people? Your money? Don't be too proud of it, it's not clean. 

You made yourself sinful. You separated yourself from the god. Please la, save yourself. Don't make yourself end up in hell. 

You know how to say but you don't know how to do. Say until so MEANINGFUL but actually you are bull shitting. Using your dirty way to make people hate the particular person that you hate. 

Don't be too proud to move there. There is a story why you move there. But, I wish you faster move there. Move there as soon as possible. Because, I'm not feeling like seeing your retarded face any. And, I hate the way you hurt people. 

Don't make me lost my control and use some dirty way to treat you. I don't want to and I don't need to. Someone else will do that one day cause of the reason can't endure with your super duper extremely stink mouth. 

Likes to pollute people's mind with your NICE words? Ok, I will teach you how to pollute people's mind =). First, you eat rubbish and make you mouth as stink as possible. Second, talk to them and make sure that they absorb your NICE words. Lastly, you success to pollute their mind. And, you will be send to the hospital cause of food poisoning. Oh ya! Remember to remind the doctor to wash your stink heart and your stink mouth which able to speak out all the NICE words. And not to forget! Wash your brain too! Cause it is full of evil things. 

End of the post.

my life

Suddenly, I feel that my life is not meaningful at all. Suddenly feeling like crying. I used to love my life, my world. But now, I feel tired and hate my life. 

My life won't go peace. It will peace, but, it will just maintain for a while. And *poof* it gone like that. 

When will the god take me away from this world? Tomorrow? The next second or the next minute? Or maybe when I wake up from my bed tomorrow, what I see is my body on my bed and I'm standing next to my body. 

Some of them once told me that I'm like that "person" now. If the "person" faced the problem that I'm having that day, then I understand why the "person" turns like that. It's all because of the person around her forced her to that condition. She was lost, no one guide her to the right path and now she turns like that. 

I cried that day, just because that I felt tired and there is no place for me to take a breath. I can't catch up with everything that happens around me. Rushing here and there. I used to be happy to rush, but now I feel tired and I'm not happy. 

Trying to help people around me everyday to make them feel that life is still meaningful. Try to make them happy and laugh. Give advise to them so that they know what to do. Hope that what I wish will come true. 

Still waiting for that day to come. Hoping for it everyday. Waiting for someone to realize.

End of the post

your tricks

*slap your right face* Hey hell! Stop doing all that things. Your tricks? It wont work to me. You purposely write that to let me see right? * slap your left face* Hey retarded! Trying to destroy my peace life? Trying to ruin my happiness and my life?

You are not ruining me. You are just ruining yourself. Want to make people hate you more? Go on with it! See your face make me feel piss off. See your super freaking msn keep on online make me feel annoying.

No one need to see your facial expression to live. You think you are so wonderful? You are NOT! You are the worst! You made her cry!

Go! Faster move there! Go the as soon as possible! Go! No one will miss you! * Boooooooooo*